The then-8-year-old boy, Landen, said that he was in the backseat, riding home from church with his mom and dad when the accident occurred. “I didn’t see what he was yelling at. I didn’t see the ambulance coming, but I remember him yelling. That was the last thing I heard from him,” Julie, Landen’s mom recalled. Unfortunately, the boy’s father passed away instantly. The first responders stabilized his mother but didn’t realize Landen was also in the car. “They couldn’t see his body because of the damage that was done to the driver’s side of the car and Landen was sitting behind his dad,” Julie explained. When they saw the boy’s shoe, however, they began to search for a child’s body.
They eventually found the little boy, but he wasn’t breathing. Resuscitation efforts began immediately, then he was life-flighted from the scene. He died two more times that day. Each time, he was brought back to life, but he wasn’t out of the woods. “They told me that if he lived, which did not look good, but that if he lived, that he would be like an 8-year-old baby,” Julie recalled. “He would not know how to walk or talk or to eat because of all the brain damage. I was so desperate that that was okay. I would take that just to have him. He was all that I had.” As her son fought for his life, Julie had to lay her husband to rest. At his funeral, she admits that she felt abandoned by God. “I was very disappointed, heartbroken. And when I’m sitting at the funeral I’m fussing at God. I don’t understand why this happened,” she said. “I don’t understand why He didn’t send angels to protect us. But in the very next breath, I’m praying as hard to Him as I’ve ever prayed in my life for Landon to live.”
Although Landen suffered massive head trauma during the accident and was left in a coma, hooked up to all kinds of machines to keep him alive, after two weeks, the boy opened his eyes — an answer to Julie’s prayers. To everyone’s shock, he didn’t have any brain damage. In the midst of celebrations that her boy was finally awake, however, Julie realized she had to tell him that he had lost his dad. “He had scars on his face. And his head was just full of hurt. And I didn’t want to hurt him anymore,” Julie remembered. “So I asked Landon, I said, ‘Landon, do you know where your dad is at?’ And, he told me, ‘Yes, I know where he’s at. I saw him in heaven.’” That’s not all Landen saw in heaven, either. He saw family friends who had passed before and siblings he never knew he had. “He looked over to me and he says, ‘Oh mom, by the way, I forgot to tell you. I saw your other two kids.’
And I just looked at him because I wasn’t sure what he was talking about. But I had two miscarriages before Landon was born. And he saw them in heaven,” Julie told FOX News. “We had never shared that with Landon. He did not know that we had lost two children before him.” “I knew that they were my siblings even though no one had ever told me about them,” Landen explained. “Just being in Heaven, I guess you know—you know your own or you know who everyone is.” Each time Landen died, he said he had a different experience in heaven. During his third visit, he says he met Jesus and was given a message and a mission. “Jesus came to me and told me that I have to go back to earth and be a good Christian and tell others about Him,” Landen shared. “I just want people to realize that Jesus is real, there is a heaven, there are angels. And to follow His word and the Bible, and life does get better at the end.” Following the command Jesus gave him that day, Landen and Julie now use their experience to help others who are struggling with loss and are in need of hope. “I know I’m doing it for Jesus,” Landen added. “I know that He’s real. I know that angels are there. I know that there’s a heaven. I’ve seen Jesus. I know He’s there. He’s asked me to do this and this is what I’m doing.”
